Official JOURNAL zarin vandergos

When ‘em asked me to stay away from M & D I just stood there. I couldn’t think of anything to say. Not see M & D? I can’t do that. I love the my fam. I can’t just not see ‘em. Dey can’t just ask me to stay away from some person I loved. It’s not like ‘em loves me or any…, I mean…dey can’t. dey doesn’t. So why does dey care if I see ‘em?

Am I disturb ‘em…………..i don’t thin so…!
That’s not what dey thinks
But dey doesn’t love me! Why does it matter?
How do you know dey doesn’t love you…?”
I just know. Dey  just being leave me.

I through my hands up in anger and screamed. I cannot believe I’m arguing with myself….and I’m not even winning! I looked out the window and saw some people staring at me. Probably wondering if I’m crazy. I don’t care, let them stare. I needed to get out of here. I needed a distraction, something to get myself out of my own head. I picked up my phone. It only rang twice.

“ D & M ? Can we meet up?” I m really miss ‘em.