Official JOURNAL zarin vandergos

05.59 am.. I  wakeup n immediately lokin for a cold water, couze im dehydrasin. I really thirsty, after 2 month I was really suffer thrist. I dunow what is dat, but my red lane fealt different its like im influenzed dats im dehydrations.

My agenda for dis day is takin minithesis to obtain S1 degree guidance at 09.00 am with Mr Dadan Suherdiana, Mr Haris Sumadiria, then chat with Mr Enjang at faculty to continue our last chit chat about d student, curriculum, lecture, project …..any….!

Thing of interest (crux) for dis day  is looking 4 d cute one, yea…yestdy shes was weared  yellow cloth, with blue jeans, white hijab n…exactly she always use d teeth brace (nice looking) n de…. Shes was have 2  practiced for d fotography lesson at baraga city walk, yea….goodluck 4 u…n im sorry im really  forgot to learn u about fotography like I was promise u last month.

At least for dis day……n siyyyya…………….!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

“My emote for dis day just enjoyable, don’t care what dey say….just believe what have u do today and tomorrow”

…ENJOY…

Im doin photo shoot at d college park, for  ilalang std., actually im not really a cool fotografer, im just a modelin of whose shotin me,,,, so yea absolutely im not a real fotografer..he he he…

But…sometimes when d breakin time, , , ill always try to learn n asking any…bout d fotografy knowledge on my two fotografer.

How to use dis camera, and how dis work..such as get d focus, ligthin, white balance n…any..!!! n I practice it…he he he..its cool, right..!!!

When im doin photo shoot…a female lookin me and say…!!!! screaming…..!!!! “

+ Hey…can I play with u, ,”
- what about ..!
+ I wanna takin d pic together with u,!!!
- yea….neverrmind…just come here.

So what..!!! de relations dats conversations with d title of dis journal “Dream about u when im doin photo shoot
”.

Hehehe….im just imagine dats female is ***** only five words,…

dis 4 u d teeth bracer

On monday, ..huh!!! my schedule  4  workin  skripsi n meetin a lec……….its FAILED..!!!somthin wrong out of my schedule time..uh.,,,its so f***ed (ups,,,sorry 4 use dis term.)

im must  workin for LEADLINES clothing design  for 12 hours, makin a master logo n drawin d hard ilustration and anime like manga for a L3AD production agenda in Jakarta.

den,, i must be a master creative for  BN advertisin , makin d sentence, pic,..any..!

n more n more im must be a master 4 administratorin n makin a concept at Bandung van java.

n de last ………..im must doin photo shoot for ilalang std. at college….”Ilalang n green peace” theme.

so i hate dis day……….couse i cannot meetin, n lookin  her at college…but  i was saw her just a lil…

yea…..she used a white hijab with a violet colour of her clothes. ..its so cute,,,but why u afraid and won’t meetin with me, , , , , , , , , !!!why u dont gvin me spirits like u told me before, , , , as u known me about the turtle habitat, a turtle-foods, send n replayin  sms, messagin on friendster, sharin…. like d past.

am i heart u…?

Remember dats place, haha…Do u remember…..!!! lets see…We were covered in soot, sittin on rock-hard benches, hot, sweaty and crawlin along at maybe five miles an hour.

But we were lovin every minute of it, chuggin straight up a mountainside, puff by puff, in a 1938 steam train built by the Italians when Eritrea was the jewel in their African crown.

Outside our windows unfurled a sun-blasted landscape untouched by modernity, stone walls, trickling waterfalls, boys tugging camels, women with beautifully braided hair and gold hoops through their noses trudging up the mountain paths….any..!

The sky was impossibly blue, it always seemed to be like that her,  and from the railway tracks 7,000 feet above sea level, we could see for hundreds of miles in each direction.

My cat is lose, my turtle is dead n my lill one is gone, , then my works is nothin….what can I do…huh,,I just can say its perfect life :(. They’r show me how to sad and how to fealt losed.

I knew it right from d start, so yea..im still awake and pray dat u’r will look my way n have all this longin in my heart.

No one can changes it, no one………!!!

First for my cat; im so sory because i can’t handle u every days and u won’t stay in my place so u leave me,,,or maybe somebody take it u….i dunow.

Second for my turtle…uhh god im forget to give u more of some food, Gommen… I dunnow much about how to take care of ur habitat……im really dont understand about u.

D last……dis is really important because, ur my half of my life n ur my angle, all things at me is urs, yea……..ur my best bet, ever……even u don’t know me, n im not really dunnow about u……but I believe..!!!

Sometime I used to write your name and put it in a lil frame n sometime I think I hear you call or rep my sms..huh..:(, right from my ordinary days

I remember dats yeah,,,,,I remember….at dats place, , , u stay a little while n touch me with your smile so….what can I say to make you mine 2 reach out for you in time.

Hopely…….. one day u came n talk to me.