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When ‘em asked me to stay away from M & D I just stood there. I couldn’t think of anything to say. Not see M & D? I can’t do that. I love the my fam. I can’t just not see ‘em. Dey can’t just ask me to stay away from some person I loved. It’s not like ‘em loves me or any…, I mean…dey can’t. dey doesn’t. So why does dey care if I see ‘em?

Am I disturb ‘em…………..i don’t thin so…!
That’s not what dey thinks
But dey doesn’t love me! Why does it matter?
How do you know dey doesn’t love you…?”
I just know. Dey  just being leave me.

I through my hands up in anger and screamed. I cannot believe I’m arguing with myself….and I’m not even winning! I looked out the window and saw some people staring at me. Probably wondering if I’m crazy. I don’t care, let them stare. I needed to get out of here. I needed a distraction, something to get myself out of my own head. I picked up my phone. It only rang twice.

“ D & M ? Can we meet up?” I m really miss ‘em.

I fear dats I will always be a lonely number like root 3…! a three is all dat’s good and right Why must my 3 keepout of sight…. beneath a vicious square-root sign?

I wish instead I were a 9 for nine could thwart dis evil trick With just some quick arithmetic I know I’ll never…!! see the sun As 1.7321

Such is my reality a sad irrationality. When, hark, just what is dis I see? another square root of a 3, Has quietly come waltzin by, 2gether now we multiply, 2form a number we prefer, rejoicin… as an integer, we break free from our mortal bonds,  n with a wave of magic wands, our square-root signs become unglued, and …. for me has been renewed…..That was pretty lame….wwwhuahaha…!!!

Global Warming is a dramatically urgent and serious problem. We don’t
need to wait for governments to find a solution for this problem: each
individual can bring an important help
adopting a more responsible lifestyle: starting from little, everyday
things. It’s the only reasonable way to save our planet, before it is
too late.

here is the simple things that everyone can do in order to
fight against and reduce the Global Warming phenomenon:

-Plant a tree
A single tree will absorb one ton of carbon dioxide over its lifetime. Shade provided by trees can also
reduce your air conditioning bill by 10 to 15%.

-Make your city cool
Cities and states around the country have taken action to stop global
warming by passing innovative transportation and energy saving
legislation.

-Drive carefully and do not waste fuel
You can reduce CO2 emissions by readjusting your driving style. Choose
proper gears, do not abuse the gas pedal, use the engine brake instead
of the pedal brake when possible and turn off your engine when your
vehicle is motionless for more than one minute. By readjusting your
driving style you can save money on both fuel and car mantainance.

-Buy organic foods as much as possible
Organic soils capture and store carbon dioxide at much higher levels
than soils from conventional farms. If we grew all of our corn and
soybeans organically, we’d remove 580 billion pounds of carbon dioxide
from the atmosphere!

-Switch to green power
In many areas, you can switch to energy generated by clean, renewable sources such as wind and solar.
In some of these, you can even get refunds by government if you choose to switch to a clean energy producer,
and you can also earn money by selling the energy you produce and don’t use for yourself.

-And So On /…any…

4 years ago i rlly wanna b an ITB student, but..somthin..im dont’v enough tiud, and now im really like an ITB student without study in ITB…yea…yes,,,en great me. huh..finnaly!!!!

i wanna tod d great news ever…..4 all crew BN, thats we hav got of 2 a flying start yeah……listen me, on august 16th 2008 Google site holdin d scale even Bandung News [BN] is d number 1st of national rank n number 2nd of international rank. wow…….is amazin and hv a historical cost 4 our,
i can’t imagine how hard to say dat im really happy……….yea…….

I guess love is not looking 4 d right person or any…but commin from the bottom of one heart….iknow no once wanna be my frns because im just a guy without a personality right as another have. In this world I just want to meet my fam, dad, mom, mij young bro and sister.

A few years ago am loosing touch with mafam, yeah…its hard to say but, its me…no once can changes my personality . im abad guy or maybe a bad guy with the break conditions. Broken home is not the sentence what I want.

Im reflect an imagine if, ………..this not happen, Im really wanna meet u’re every days, evrytime…or my be every second and wont to leave what I have……

but im not terminate 2 these case above. Yeah…………………time isn’t over, u can changes ur self,,haha!!! Make beter ur life…..

Im never taste happy atender age, never…..n never but I don’t think so…. I can change the world, with my skill what I have, im smart enuf to heal the world and make better mij life.Oh ya…I wanna tellin u mom, that im found a cute little one…..in my college…its likely im follin lv with her. …

These dedicated 4 mij fam i love dearly and miss terriblyand know how much i care…..Insatiable the way I’m loving you’re

yeah..i hv tryin 2 introduse ma self, but somthin wrong with my
oblivion ..dam..!!! im promise, some day i want to tellin u what d
right whose given me ur phone number. i want to tell her, thats why!!
or maybe im too young to havin a relationship, and then comming bad situation like this. she angried.

case overview……..
What does love mean to me?
How do you know im in love?
What would you do to prove my love?
What has someone don’t for you to prove my love?

These feeling what i dont, but i…..ughh,,,but i cannot to leave what i fealt..
How 2 get when i look in her eyes, warm deep soul, at registration area 6th mount ago, the answer I CAN’t.

No matter how much she f***ed up or what ever the love i feel is still 4 her [
_ _ _ _ _ ].
I usually know I’m in love when I start getting distracted too much and I have to pull back to focus 2 my work and study

but i have choosin the great faith. yeah, "just believe there are no accident [kungfu panda say...he3]"

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Time has passed, you’ve left and gone on a separate path, yet here i am holding
on to something that everyone knows is not meant to be. I can no longer tell my
friends, my lec. That I’m crazy for you,
cause they’re sick of telling me that I’m such a fool holding on to someone who
has absolutely no feelings for me, someone who’ll probably never see the good
in me.

But you see they don’t understand
that despite it all, you’re probably the only one that makes me whole again,
the one that makes me smile genuinely. You meet new people everyday, from the
first graduate till the last, but now im not as journalist more, because I was
leaved the class program. And you tell me how each of them like you as well.

Im too young to go out of your departemen, and im sad if im never again meeting the lectures in the class. Its
made me crazy, and passed. Just calm down ang getting the happy ending for my
direction at journalistic UIN SGD. Im never forget you all.

Im not jealous but it just makes
me whole my feelings back further cause I wonder what makes me think that
you’re actually gonna choose me over the rest? hmm, bad student hope. I don’t
know if you’re attached or your heart’s for another.

Everyday, I long to hear from you
either through a class, task or examination and when i finally gather enough
courage to speak up with you over in the faculty, somehow i just feel that i’m
being an irritant and you just wanna get rid of me. I find every other reason
to meet you sometimes.

You just don’t get what its like
to be in my shoes. I’ll never be able to tell you this perhaps but i’d just
wish for you to know that you’re someone that can really make me happy and i’d
do anything i can to see you happy as well. i’ll probably never be able to tell
you that i like you and you’re never going to have such feelings for me too, so
well isn’t it time i realise that we’re not meant to be and letting go is the
best option?

The mind says let go, the journalist
says hold on.
Maybe i’m still wishing for a miracle.

since 1950 dijodohkan is curent of our
tradtional culture. yes…thats the
traditional culture if parent get the of
for handle they dogther to meeting man.
expecialy father or maybe mother, or
maybe our family. many reason for this
word ‘dijodohkan’ such as :
- man have a future couse he is a rich man
or they become the rich family
- be better of our human reproduction
wakakaka…
- nearly forthen of her parent
- agreemant cause the gals mom or dad
has a wisdomly for they mans parent
- the nice, fine, great, to become the
best son.

so,,what does meaning pacaran.

pacaran no once can definited, pacaran
has a power full to lost dijodohkans
word. in the meantime pacaran beter than
dijodohkan.
many peoples should open they eyes, for
the first THE PARENTS. dijodohkan could
not made their doughter happy for her
teenager. she just can fealt sad, poor,
friegle….if all of her friends has a
boyfriend, or girl friends. and the girl
whose had the words "dijodohkan" cannot
fealt like thats.

please think bright "Dijodohkan"
okej…dont stop your life only for
thats word.

anjir stress urang….dugem…dugem…dugem….Lets  here the Dugem musik, haha.
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